Love Love for You :)

For my beloved boy across the sea...
I want to give you a lyrics from an old english song
that have been covered by one of your senior

This is the song
it really presenting what is my feeling
my own feeling...


Can't take my eyes off you [Cover by Sakurai Sho]

i love you...

You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off of you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off of you.

I need you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say, okay

Oh, pretty baby,
Don't let me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay
And let me love you, baby.
Let me love you. oh baby

[sho's rap]

I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay
And let me love you, baby.
Let me love you.

You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off of you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off of you.

I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay
And let me love you, baby.
Let me love you.

Notes: the bold one is what I do feel the most. Oh wait... most of the lyrics are in bold?? >,< haha but it's true. :)

And yes, i do love you
with all my heart
and i really want to show it to you
I want you to know that I'm EXIST in this big world
that I love you with all my heart

but still
I know it's hard and seems imposibble
but what in my head is
I only want you to know that i do LOVE you as an ordinary boy
and that's enough.
the rest is up to you
It's okay if you didn't love me back

what i want for you is for your own happiness
even if it's mean you must be with someone else
maybe for a time being I feel sad or regreting that
but I know, if i DO really love you
I can let go of you since that makes you happy

for my beloved boy across the sea

from a girl that really love you with all her might :)

Karma membawa gue pada Yamada

Hmm ini post super gak penting.
cuma mau ngasih tau kenapa kok aku bisa cinta banget sama yama
lebih tepatnya tergila-gila
sampe gue emang dikira gila dan nyaris dibawa ke RSJ -__-
niatnya ke HSJ malah dibawa ke RSJ ye? haha (ditabok karena ngegaring)

oke jadi cerita awalnya tuh gini ya yamaku cinta sayang muach muach
*digorok pake piso...*

hmm, awal gue kenal hsj tuh...
tepat mereka debut. (serius)
bukan hs7 debut, tapi hsj debut.
kenal sih udah lama kayaknya
tapi 'tau' yang bener-bener 'tau' tuh baru pas mereka debut
itu juga gara2 dicari sama ade
yang awalnya kepincut gara2 lagu yang gue punya x)
(UMP itu loooh :D)

nah pas pertama dikasih liat 10 anak hsj itu...
hatiku jatuh ke yuto XD
gak selebay itu gimana ya hmm...
ah! mata gue 'jatoh' di yuto x)
disitu gue suka yuto karena...
ganteng... cakep... mirip 'taneman' hehe XD *ditabok angk. 5*

dan asal kalian semua tau ya, gue tuh pas ngeliat yama...
"Banciiiiiiiiiii" "Ceweeeeeek" "iiiih cantik amat dah!" *ditabok fansnya yama xp*
sebenernya pengaruh dari adek juga sih... xp *hoho pis ya de xD*

yah... tapi anehnya waktu dulu
mau gue ngomong "yuto ganteng."
tetep aja kalo disodorin poto hsj lagi bersepuluh
gue gak bisa bedain mereka kecuali chii (karena diomongin ade mulu) dan yama
-___-
sampe2 waktu itu gue mikir
"gue fans yuto ter-parah sedunia ahahah XD"
haha tapi bener! masa cowok sendiri gak bisa dibedain *ditendang*
dan masa gue bisa kenal cowok yang gue benci *gak benci juga sih*
dengan gampangnya sementara cowok gue gak? *dibuang kelaut*

okeee jadi masa2 gue suka yuto itu juga masa2 dimana gue ngatain yama habis-habisan -__-
disinilah hukum karma alam terjadi...
tiba-tiba gue ngeracunin temen2 gue dengan hsj...
lalu... temen gue kepincut yuto...
"oh em ji!! mai darliiiing~~" awalnya gue mikir gitu
taunya ya... pas yutoku direbut *XD lari sebelom ditabok*
aku tenang2 aja
taunya entah sejak kapan
hatiku 'direbut' yama x)

gak tau deh... ini hukum karma ato apa
tapi ya anehnya...
gue suka yama bukan karena tampang...
gue gak tau suka yama karena apa
hmm
karma beneran kali ya -____-
malang nasib gue haha XD *ditabok fans yama*

oh iya ada lagi.
gue suka yuto waktu itu selain karena ganteng
juga karena status 'fans' gue x)
gue 'suka' cowok2 cool dan ganteng hehe

dan saat2 debut kan yama gak ada image cool&ganteng sama sekali
(hey i'm right loh! -__- kalo ga percaya buktiin aja ndiri)
dia malah lebih kearah >>>>> cantik -__- *ditabok yama*

tapi anehnya hati ini setia *halah*
padahal dulunya gue mikir gini
"yg nge-fans sama yama biasa banget, soalnya dia memang yg fansnya terbanyak"
hmm dan gue sekarang termasuk diantara mereka --____--
eh! chotto!
gue gak ngefans!!
gue...
pol in lop!
hahahahhaa *dikeroyok massa*

eh tapi bener -___-
masa orang nge-fans karena karma?
lagian kalo ngefans kan suka karena sesuatu kan?
misal karena dia jago nari, ato akting ato nyanyi.
hmm dan gue gak peduli mau dia nyanyi sumbang, nari gak becus neither gak bisa akting

gak tau mungkin ini akibat karma -__-
kenapa gue ngomong itu itu mulu ya ha...
karma karma karma
karma membawa gue pada yamada.

-____- that's totally sound strange...
dan anehnya lagi...
waktu gue suka yuto (cukup lama)
gue gak pernah nemu sebiji bendapun or samting2 yg kesannya yuto-gue or apalah
ngerti kan? kalo ngerti bagus kalo gak ya udah nasib lo -__- *ditabok*
tapi pas sama yama...
oh em ji... bejibun gue...
gue nemu oren-biru dah kayak apaan tau
gue dapet hal2 kebetulan yang aneh udah gak keitung pake jari
persis barusan gue dapet kejadian aneh yg seakan 'nyocokin' gue dan yama *dikeroyok massa*

gak gue gak kegeeran
maksudnya cuma bedain gitu loh!
antara gue-yuto dan gue-yama *makin digorok*
-____- cuma contoh, serius deh no offense!

nah setiap gue nemu gituan kalo sekarang gue senengnya minta ampun.
padahal dulu sebelom kena karma...
yang ada gue teriak gini...
"HIDIH OGAAAAAAAH MASA GUE JODOH SAMA BANCIIII"
PLAK! ditabok yama -___-

hati-hati kawan.
hukum karma sangatlah kuat =,=



or he's just my fate? x)
*lari sebelom dikeroyok*











amin aja deh :)






note: this post tidak dimaksudkan untuk nambah musuh. hanya mau ngejelasin kenapa gue bisa suka yama. seenggaknya gak kayak cewek2 lain yang gue tau suka yama emang dari awal karena gak sengaja nonton doramanya trus kepincutlah, ato apalah dll.
i just found my way knowing and loving him is kinda strange x)

peace and love from me. No offense okay? :)

Tepat seperti dugaanku!!

Yosha, thanks to ESSY sekarang aku jadi benar2 yakin kalo dia palsu XDD

Hanya satu yang bikin aku kaget (gak juga sih ==") DIA CEWEK!! Gyahahahahhaa... Yah, kalo cowok gue istighfar aja karena berarti akangku disukain cowok O.O OH MI GOSH!! Tidaaaaaaaaaak ada fans homoooooooo aaaaaaaaaaaa

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stress =="

Intinya gitu lah... Dan dia adalah orang kesekian yang menggunakan nama akangku... *entah harus sedih ato senang...* Ap tu yu lah soalnya saya bener2 lagi edik (Baca: addict) sama akang dan emang gue lupa sejak kapan gue uda bener2 curiga dia palsu karena beberapa info rada... ehm... rada... mencurigakan =,= apalagi yang tentang hasshi...

*lempar piso ke fakers* huh! jadi sakit perut ==" eh dari kemaren gue sakit perut mulu dah...

Wogh

Baru sadar, Poem geje gue yang kedua lumayan panjang ==" gila, padahal itu langsung ngetik tanpa jeda tanpa edit O.O bawaan klo ngetik crita kali ya ==" hufh!! Ah, harusnya ini posting geje masuk ke category super gak penting karena emang sangat gak penting. Tapi karena ini juga gue baru sadar jadi masuk kesini... Hihihi

Jadi biar panjang kumasukin kesadaranku lainnya deh...

1. Aku baru SADAR kalo penyanyi Flow ada yang mirip Kamenashi Kazuya!? EWWEWEWE!! KAK KAZU!!

2. Aku baru SADAR kalo penyanyi Back-On yang megang Toa' XD itu cantik!!! Nyahahah padahal cowok =="

3. Aku baru SADAR kalo NEWS bawain lagu ONE PIECE the MOVIE!! -___- telat mode: on. Bukan penggemar One piece seh...

4. Aku baru SADAR kalo AKU HARUS DONLOD ULANG MICROSOFT 2007 KU!! KALO GA GA BISA NULIS!!

Ya uda segini aja! Mau donlod yang baru!! Jyaa ne minna! Odaijini!

Thanks for reading my very gak jelas poems --__-- jadi malu... kapan2 klo sempet di delete dah postingannya XDD hihi

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